I STINKIN HATE DIETS!! April 25, 2007

So yeah, I previously went on a diet for about six weeks losing a total of 30 lbs. It is called a no carb diet…or extremely low carb diet. I eat about 20 carbs a day, which is pretty much nothing. No carbs…for all you people who don’t understand the depth of torment of this diet, I’ll explain it by saying what I CAN eat, because this list is much shorter….

MEAT

Cheese

Eggs

Green Beans

Salad

MEAT

Cucumbers

Celery

MEAT

Cheese

oh, did i mention MEAT…?

 The End, That’s it.

NO Bread. NO Candy. NO Chocolate. NO Rice. No Potatoes….ect. ect. ect….

So I’m really craving chocolate right now. That’s the only reason I posted this…I’m craving some milk chocolate horribly…

Ahh..the cost of beauty.

A Breeze Can Be More Than A Breeze April 24, 2007

So, I’ve definitely decided that I don’t post enough. I don’t know why, because I love to write blogs. It’s funny, because some of the things I love in life are also some of the things I do the least and take for granted the most.

So I’m sitting on the front porch, flowers and plants all around me. The wind hits my body and blows my hair across my face, so now I have to put my hair up… moments like this make me realize that life is good. God is good. God makes everything glorious. Simple times like these make my greatest problems seem pointless, my loftiest goals seem attainable, and my God seem even bigger. God is so big. Enormous. Gigantic. I can’t even begin to describe how huge He actually is. Yet, He cares just as much about me. He cares that I had a good day, He helps me when I’m having a bad day, He listens to me when I talk to Him, He wants to know my dreams. Wow. I’m glad we’re on the same team.

A lizard just scurried by my foot. Yeah, God likes lizards too…

 Some things I’ve been thinking about lately…

Why won’t school just END

What am I going to do with my life?

Should I join the National Guard?

I really love singing!

How can God love me so much?

Should I try out for American Idol?

I want to pursue God. He is pursuing me.

Why can’t the school change the rules to Brandon can go to Sadie?

I’m so happy.

How can my mom put up with me?

Why can’t other people be happy for me too?

Log Rhythms are FUN!

 Ok. So  there’s what’s filling my thoughts….I just give them to God, after all, He IS in control.

 This post is stupid, but I don’t feel like stopping.

But I guess I will.

If I have something important or significant to say…I’ll post again.

Untill next time, folks…

Smile April 4, 2007

Today was just an all around good day. Nothing special or monumental happened, it was just ordinarily fabulous. I had the old familiar pep back in my step…singing and smiling. I guess I’m finally seeing some sort of rainbow at the end of this storm. It’s refreshing to know that even though we go through the vallies of life, there’s still the mountain peak to look forward to.

Where’s the Love? April 2, 2007

It’s hard to smile.

It’s hard to act like nothing is wrong.

I just tell myself, you are happy, you are beautiful, and most of all…you ARE loved.

One cannot choose to sit and wallow in self pitty, this only ends in self destruction. Hold your head high and smile from within….Remember who your creator is. Perfect- One of the many adjectives used to descibe the indescribable God. Remember: He is the one who knows everything about you, yet loves you the same. He cares…He wants to know our most lofty dreams AND the most minute details of our lives. Who wouldn’t want a friend like Him?

Cast your anxiety on Him, He cares for YOU.